why is it that..
I’m always doing so good at practice, or specifically when I’m practicing alone, but when I get to performances or jams, i completley lose and forget how much fun I had at practice and I repeat the same shit I’ve done 6 months before. Really it annoys me because it takes forever for my “new shit” to get out on the floor, and by the time it actually gets out it isnt...
back square one
how can you “know” me? if i dont even know myself.
"thinking bout your lying ass disgusts me"
yeeep, i aint proud of the person i was before. i was terrible and i know it. Although, this past summer I gave you my best, and i know it. I’ve changed, and I know it. So i guess that what’s happened is my karma and what i deserved. I know you dont believe anything I say because all you see me is how i was before the summer started. We’ve been through so much shit since then...
weird, im doing it again.
just push push push. i think im doing it subconsciously.
maybe a good long walk is best right now.
havent had them in a while…
and the same scene keeps playing over and over in...
all i can think of is why? ….
Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame...
"Life's too short for the wrong job"
"When The Fairy Tale Ends, Real Life Begins"